The 2nd time I dreamt of my friend...

This is the second time I dreamt of my passed away friend. Similar to the first, he was alive again for don't know what reason. I even slapped myself in the dream to ask whether I'm dreaming. Sadly, I was...

The sense of regret and guilt roamed over me once more. Although I've accepted the fact that he's in long sleep, but deep inside me, really hopes to see him alive again. Really hope for a second chance, to spread gospel to him.

I can't do anything but cry, and I pray to God for mercy over his soul.

Maybe I had become too reckless lately, and God again uses His most efficient way to light up the flame in my heart again. I want to stand up for Him. Live for Him. Die for Him. Absolutely anything that glorifies His name!

My friend, I pray that you are in peace and that God will have mercy over your soul...I miss you my friend..

I can't do anything anymore, but I know...God can.