Another long post-_-"

While walking to buy lunch, a flash of thought just came through my mind, and there are suddenly 2 points I needa learn through this time of trial. (so random aye?-_-")

1: I needa learn to live as a christian even in times of weakness.

I think that many of us naturally hope others to understand how we feel and let us be what we are for the moment. Personally, I feel that I should continue to reach out and understand more about how others feel. Even though I might need some love from others at the moment, but isn't Christ love in me already overflowing so much that there actually isn't room for more? Not saying that we shouldn't express our feelings to others, we can...but our focus is about loving others=).

If 2 people are down at the same time, and expect each other to understand how themselves feel, there will be no act of love or encouragement, just pure waiting for the other party to do something. So if we could learn to continue to give and love others even when we are feeling down, isn't it a wonderful picture whereby everyone is actually getting what they deeply needed?=)

2: God has given me enough strength to stand before He lets me fall.

Falling down is where we can learn and stand up again. As God watches over our every step, He has actually given us the grace and strength to go through the falling down times and stand up again.

Some of us may have dwelt deeper into the situation, feeling even sadder that we were still not standing up. Understandable, but since we are relying on God to stand up, we are going to do it in His time, not ours. We will stand up eventually in His grace. So I asked myself, "Why the panick? You haven't even finished your lesson!" (for those who are confused here, "lesson" meaning what God wants me to learn through the falling down process. haha..)

So i'm still learning to think more of others even when I'm feeling down; and not to worry at all as I am already blessed with His strength to withstand the fall down impact.=)

sometimes, God simply speaks to us through a flash of thought in our minds.