why am I nervous of doing what's right?

I was on the bus going home today, sitting right at the back of the bus. There were two girls in school uniforms sitting somewhere infront.

A teenage boarded the bus, and stood very near one of the girls despite there were so many many empty seats available. Then, the teenage was rubbing his groin against one of the girl's shoulder. Oh man, that's disgusting. He continued even though she pushed him away a little.

So I go to him and ask him to stay away from the girl. Then, he go to another girl and do the same thing. I said: "what are you doing? go away". Then the teenage got off the bus on the next stop.

Then I realized my heart was pumping very fast. It's not the first time I stood up for others who are strangers. But why do I feel so nervous to do something right? Feel so coward,haha

But realize it's been the same for many people, that we all felt nervous to do a right thing for someone we don't know.

Even so, I hope I can overcome this kinda feeling and simply do what's right without feeling weird or nervous next time.

好无助...

今天和炽燃在唐人街玩寻宝游戏. 途中, 见到一个摩门教徒积极地向一个华人传道, 两人不停地交谈和讨论. 忽然觉得,自己在做什么...

当其他教徒在把握时机地传道时, 自己却在玩游戏. 当其他教徒在把握时机地传道时, 自己又只能站在一旁, 什么都做不到.

感觉好无助...眼看着一场属灵的战争,却束手无策.

主啊, 求祢赐我智慧...让我知道在这些时候, 我能够为祢做什么...

A Hero's Reality

Just watched Spiderman 1 recently. So interesting to have things like human evolution and a hero is being created out of an ordinary guy. This makes many of us thinks that it could happen to us too.

Many boys will be fantasizing about having that superb body structure to win every fight, and being a hero to everyone around. But little did we notice, the deep struggles of loneliness deep inside every hero.

In Spiderman 1, our hero fought with the green globin and killed him. Realizing after the fight, that this bad guy is his best friend's father. Shortly before the show ends, spiderman (Peter Parker) attended the funeral of the man whom he just killed. His best friend, Larry, swore to get revenge on spiderman who killed his father.

Spiderman did the right thing, everyone agrees. But who can he share with, about the feelings that he killed a man he once respected? He killed a man who is his best friend's father, how would it feel? Spiderman's best friend swore to get revenge on himself, how will it end up to be? In all this, Spiderman has got no one to share his struggles with. He take it all on himself.

A super hero will end up knowing the bad guy's family background, sympatize them and faces struggles to defeat them.

So before we all start to think about ourselves as a super hero next time, think about how much can we face emotional struggles. We might even find ourselves blessed to be an ordinary person and no need to care so much about bad guys. Haha!

"Great powers comes with great responsibility" - Uncle Ben

一个假设性的问题

Thanks to those who responded, haha..have some interesting ones that I've never thought before.

Victor said: i will be sad , but sadness won't helps. So i guess i will be focus & have my best !我的心情 ? haha.....乐观的 ! :)

Vivian said: Just do my job lor.

Tommy said: Just fulfil my job, cause' if not nice then have to redo again anyway.

Friend A said: Pass it to someone else to do. Don't wanna face it.

Friend B said: Don't care. Do then give the girl myself. (li hai, I never thought of this.-_-")

Mummy said: Just do my job.

Daddy said: Do my best for this one, and hopes the girl knows who did it.

That's about all! haha the nice thing I found out is that I had the same thinking as my dad, even to the last sentence. Cool~

Well, I guess as christians, we learn to focus on love than hate. The answers I received more or less revealed that too. And I think it's true that we all should focus on love and forget about the person we hate.

Jesus said: "You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul, all your mind, and all your strength.' The second is equally important: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.' No other commandment is greater than these. "

一个假设性的问题

这几天插花的时候, 突然想到一个假设性的问题:

假设,

for guys: 你插的一束花, 是卖给一个你恨的人, 却是送给一个你爱的人. 你会以什么心情去插这一束花?

for girls: 你插的一束花, 是卖给一个爱的人, 却是送给一个你恨的人. 你会以什么心情去插这一束花?

do comment in this blog or to me personally, all responses will be shown in the next post.=)

Forgiveness

Just a sudden thought that reminded me.

Is there any bitterness or unhappiness at anyone about anything at all? Did they just make my day bad, and I just make my day badder by thinking about it over and over again?

Or did I just give up the feel of unhappiness, and forgive them of how they might have offended me? Not compromising, but forgiving and talking to them nicely without getting personal...Did I do that recently?

At times, questions are more powerful than answers...

They really set us thinking...

Do I forgive easily, or hold on to anger stubbornly?

Through the work of the Holy Spirit...Thank God...I do. and still trying=)

JTTW screening

Had the Jesus Take the Wheel musical screening today! It was great meeting up with the other dancers all together again! We had the video, the photos and food!!

It is nice to see ourselves performing on the stage, cause' we've never know how the whole show looks like. The whole show was really great. Was looking forward to see how Naomi, Zifeng, Yue Tong and me will look like in the duet dance, but the video only captured the zoom up of the singer.hahhaa. but well, the dance will remain in our heart=).

The photos taken were great! Artistic & Nice. Although many say that $28 for the photos are expensive, I think it's worth it. Hope can get the pictures soon.

It was really great while looking back at this musical. Thinking of all the people we met, the times we been through and the hardwork we all put in. God is really amazing in building His people together through His works. Really pray that we can continue to serve Him as a church, as a body. So great to see the unity between the QBC members and the ACJC dancers as well. Thank God for everything.=)

In His time, all things are good.=)