A Stupid Mistake

Have you ever made a mistake so stupid that you will usually tell yourself that you'll never make? I've made it, and turned out to be severe.

During the 4days field camp in the past one week, I commited Negligence Discharge a.k.a misfire. I didn't check clear my rifle and fired off a blank round. Stupid mistake. Now I gotta serve a 14days RCP, and that causes me to be confined for 2weekends too.

Demoralised. But my PC tell me to just take it like a man and move on. I should and I will. But I couldn't stop blaming myself to get into this by committing such a stupid mistake.

6 weeks into OCS, 6 more to go before ending service term. And after I'm able to book out after serving my RCP, I'm left with only about 3-4weeks to look for a date for social night. My caring friends have been giving me suggestions, and even social escort was mentioned-_-". Thanks everyone, but I will find a date for that night. Just pray for me to find a most suitable one to enjoy the night with. Well, providing I can survive through the next 6weeks of training.

I don't know if I could go on. Pray that the grace of God is with me at all times.